Thursday, October 2, 2008
First off, I have a great news everybody!!!
I didn't get fired today! Yaaaaaaayy!
But honestly, I am exhausted and I'm drained. I got up 6:30am and drove my BFF Miss K's daughter Little Miss M to her school and then drove my daughter to her school.
Then I quickly posted my last blog and went to work.....
It was indeed hard day for me. Not because the work was difficult to do or learn but because I was away from my baby Soapy the longest time for the first time since she was born. I could not stop thinking about her.
Then this lady came in with her little daughter who was 2 1/2 years old, the same age as my Soapy. The mom was getting pedicure as she read a book her daughter who sits quietly on her lap. I was almost in tears because I wanted to hold my girls. How pathetic!
When I came home, the girls (Ju-Ju and Soapy) ran to me and gave me huge hugs.. Then I started crying. I was so happy to see my daughters. It's funny, I go out with my hubby and friends sometimes, and I am very excited when I do. I don't know why, but today was somewhat different. I felt like I was missing all the good stuff in my daughters' lives. I may be PMS'n but seriously, I missed my girls so much. And I really don't like it...
I have to go back to work tomorrow again and I won't see my girls until later the evening. I honestly have found new respect for all those working mom's out there... They work hard and they come home and be the moms they need to be.
I am still trying to get used to all the craziness and the new lifestyle that I need to adjust. I am sure I will be seeing crazy clients soon or later, but today, my heart is a bit low...
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